"Shut the fuck up." I said it and upset Kyle and then we had a heated discussion about whether or not 20 years was a long time.
I told Kyle that I cannot see myself being a bus driver for the next 20 years. I'm not working this job with a retirement after 20 year view. Kyle was saying that 20 years isn't that long, it'd fly by. He has a point. But I still say 20 years is a damn long time. He took that position of perception, so that it doesn't seem that long. Since this job feels a bit like jail/hell I'm saying 20 years long.
Maybe this job will grow on me. Maybe not. Since I'm typing this at 5:18 in the morniong when it's dark as night outside and everyone in my house is asleep, I'm leaning towards not.